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Thursday, September 29, 2005

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Thursday, September 08, 2005

Humanity crumbles in your feet as you sometimes realize the reality that life isn't perfect. Since I've been here, I've come to face many challenges passing independence. Change is not always welcoming, though I have no choice but embrace it and simply face the new universe given to me in awe and wonder. Looking through a child's eyes always soothes the spirit, kinda makes you appreciate all the wonderful things happening despite the hardships.

But there are times you have to be an adult, face consequences head on and JUST BREATHE. I'm one of those people who handles problems with a desperate search for a solution. ANY solution. Any solution at the quickest amount of time. God certainly has a way of bringing me off the loop. When things get out of hand....just when you think you're in the verge of a desperate end ..... miracles happen.

When you think you're in the verge of disappointing the people you love, certain consequences pull through. When you think you're in the verge of losing time, money or both.... a solution sprouts itself to save you. Countless times these happened, I've come to realize that this is barely coincidence.

People always ask why I'm so happy here even when I've left family and friends back home. Rocks of my life, thousands of miles away. What is home without its foundation? But I never really felt I was truly alone. It is cheesy and others call it lame. Faith is an old subject people brush off but I believe it's the opium that keeps us going.

Religous people around the world kneel in front of altars daily wanting to be saved. Salvation is here. Just look inside you for recognition. What's keeping YOU standing against it all?

Happy Immaculate Concepcion.

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