Sigh...
gotta love it.
non-permanence

my.school.in.beantown
my.multiply



Thursday, March 30, 2006
I officially love it. I am hyper busy, they're training me on things I thought I knew about.... massage therapists in the office, free tickets to Knick's games, broadway shows... media parties. When you're in the office past 8 o clock a black Mercedes drives you home with a chauffeur.

No. It's not a company car. There are no other passengers and you don't have to wait your turn. The car... the driver, it's their responsibility to take YOU home. Just YOU. No carpools here. And you don't pay a thing. (Of course)

Tomorrow, I have advanced training on Excel, last week I get to learn how to use Ad Spend and Stradegy software. I am learning much more than I bargained for. I'm facing real numbers of Ad Spending and Media sheets and I'm helping put together the Competitive Analysis for Scion Toyota (our account). I am learning more about car brands and actually notice them on the road now.

The cafeteria offers great food. Pasta, soup, sandwiches. Sometimes they even serve Italian and Indian. There are at least 4 chefs to do your bidding. There is a kitchen in the floor that I work in, that has at least 8 different flavors of coffee.... you know those coffee vending machines? We have those back there.... and it's for free. And ours has option of serving hot chocolate.

There is constantly free food in the office. (Don't ask me why) And media vendors always sends free gifts and goodies (massage anyone?) I have yet to find out why that shoe shiner dude is by the corner every morning.

I just signed up for my benefits. I get medical, dental, vision, life insurance and investment options. Plus, I get free transit money. On the next weeks, I will probably get my medical insurance card and my automated refillable metro card.

This coming April, my account team and I get free press passes to the New York Auto show.

*sigh*

It's a lot to give up.

They don't do h1 sponsorships for entry and mid level positions. Ugh. Why can't green cards grow on trees?

So I'll stay in this job until I find another who actually agrees to do my paper work.

Slapped by life's crazy misadventure once again.


mades [ 7:48 PM ]
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Saturday, March 18, 2006
i've never been much of an active blogger since i first started last september 2004, but everything that is happening seems so wonderfully immense that i have to chronicle every moment. just so in the future down days, i would look back and read this blog and say... that yes. i've done something with my life. i've been given so much happiness and joy and experiences. and right now, i couldn't help but ponder the realness of that comment.

i've been given SO MUCH.

and just for ToDAY, at 11:35 am at the latest.... here are my blessings:

(i know, i know, i sound like an unknown preacher just bear with me for a few)

1. i woke up today hearing old school filipino songs blaring from my cousin's bedroom.... gary valenciano's 'kailangan kita' ... side a's 'umagang kay ganda'... the first thing i did when i opened my eyes this morning?

SMILE.
i love mornings like these.

2. breakfast (orange juice, rice, tocina, bangus) with conversations interspersed with laughter and stories, college basketball (here, which i still fail to communicate with... i guess nothing still beats UAAP)

3. phone call from dad. good morning mi papa. as much as possible. i want my family to experience things while they visit me here. i want them to go around different states, make it a REAL vacation. not just an excuse to go to my graduation. coz seriously, they've already given me SO MUCH. it's their turn to smile and be awed.

4. listening to worship songs while i write this. it's so soothing. especially in the morning. i will never stray away from catholicism. even if i have already experienced praying in a buddhist temple or go every sunday to baptist masses... really people, it's all about faith. God will forever be my cosmic muffin.

cheers for a wonderful morning. i'm gonna get ready to go to rockafeller center.

didn't i just say i've already been given so much?

*sigh*

i love living.


mades [ 9:31 AM ]
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Thursday, March 16, 2006
Here's what's going on:

I just started my new job last Monday. I work as an Assistant Media Planner for Zenith Media, the media company in West Village Manhattan, part of the ever big dream family tree of Publicis. The commute is pretty much similar from the Paranaque to Makati days. With the absence of a tricycle. I can't believe I work in advertising, in New York City. If someone told me this was gonna be my life years ago I would've just laughed. HAHA. I work in WEST VILLAGE yo. Wooooooooooooooooo.... wake up wake up wake up Mades!

So how was it? I'm working overtime already! All the exciting stuff with planning is done for the oh-seven media plan..... so now, I'm just a cube monkey managing information for the account. I can't wait until I get to interact with the Media Buyers. Or meet other people in other accounts. I swear the office behind me is owned by the gayest closet queen EVER. Everytime me and my friend go for lunch it's yuppie central..... we have every benefit IMAGINABLE from medical, dental, optometry, legal counsel, 401k to massage therapists and nutritionists going in the office.

THere's a lot to learn and they're happy to train you for it... from studying media softwares to media planning and media buying 101. Hmmm my first week wasn't so bad. I'm kinda getting in the grind of things. Plus, hell... I love New York!


mades [ 7:16 PM ]
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Friday, March 10, 2006
9:3o AM - Val calls and wakes me up. You wanna go to the city? Rice to Riches in Soho? Suuuure.

10:30 AM - Meet at the bus stop. I almost missed the bus. ALMOST. Phew.



11:30 AM - Walking round Soho. Whatta place. Cobblestones and shops and Little Italy right by the corner. We eat at an Italian Diner. Lobster ravioli. Couldn't finish it. Sayang.






12:30 PM - Dessert time! Rice to Riches. Rice Pudding is actually a fancy name for CHAMPURADO. And they make it in a variety of flavors. Ish good. The little containers and utensils were kinda cute too.

2:30-3:00 PM - SHOPPING. Or Window shopping anyway. I didn't buy anything! Applause applause!





3:30 PM - Watchin' a movie. Sneaked in to see the ending of Brokeback Mountain but paid to see Dave Chapelle's Block Party. Holy crap. Heath Ledger transformed before my very eyes!




The Dave Chapelle Block Party is funny, touching and some parts of the concert gave me goosebumps. The return of the FUGEES. Erika Badu and Common's duet. (love them) , Kanye West with the drumline band, Talib Kweli......





................and MOS DEF. I love this guy.


5:45 PM - Bus back to Jersey... gotta change if we're gonna make it to Webster Hall for Camsi's last gimik night.

6:30 PM - Mwaha! We're back at the house sooner than we expected!

6:30 - 8:30 - Dinner. Chatting. How the hell are we gonna get home if the last bus to Bergenfield and Dumont is at 10:30? Hmm. Either we pull an all nighter at a 24 hour diner, pay 70 dollars for a cab going home or we sleep over at someone's place. Val has a class tomorrow at 9. We'll see!

9:00 PM- The bus ride back to the city. Back in Union Square. Where IS Webster Hall?



10:30 PM- THERE IT IS! Arrived. Ladies Night. So no entrance fee. Hurray. Let me get my drink.

12:00 AM- Ladies Night Opening... Male Revue. HOLY. MOTHER OF PEARL. OHMIGOD. I wasn't expecting this. LOL. HOLY CRAP. There is a whole new word for kinky that I can't even spell out. It's a lap dance circus out there.


1:00 - 3:00 AM - DANCING! Webster Hall has four dance floors; hip hop, reggaeton, salsa and trance. the hip hop dance floor? Good music. Crazy crowd. bad that it's TOO crowded. Mwaha! Lost. Found. Geroff me. Oh geez.

3:00 AM- Split a cab ride home? Sure. HOw much is it gonna be Mister? Holy crap. $70.00?? Drop us off the nearest diner please.



3:30 AM- Tick Tock Diner. Okay we have 4 more hours til the next bus.

3:30 - 7:30 AM - Chatting the morning away and eating pancakes, ham, bacon and eggs. There goes the sun. WOW. Blinding blinding.

8:00 AM - Took the bus back to Bergenfield. Bye Val! Don't fall asleep in the N Train!

8:45 AM - Call Kuya. CAn you pick me up at the bus stop? Grunt. Okay. I'm walking.

9:30 AM - Just when I'm wearing a winter jacket... the weather changes. HOT HOT HOT. And I feel I need at least 2 hours in the shower. And a magic shampoo to salvage my drizzled oily hair.

10:00 AM - Home at last. Showers are wonderful things. Refereshed. Now I'm ready for my sleep.

Sweet dreams people.



mades [ 12:58 PM ]
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Wednesday, March 08, 2006
There is always something incredible about meeting old friends in new places. I can officially say that no matter how many times I step into New York City, it will always leave me a sense of wonder and awe. It is the only place I feel that I am never alone.... even when I'm surrounded by strangers. But it's an even more incredible place for meeting old friends.

CHEERS!!!


Just got out of Starbucks... Val needed her caffeine kick as walking round seems to be getting to her. This isn't Paris so of COURSE Starbucks is full... we had to settle for the windy cold outside and seek solace within beautiful architecture.

And when you have no money to spend... shopping can be a real trip.


And then it's off to surprise CAMSI in Grand Central station. Haha. I can't shop anymore, I spent all my moolah in Serendipity... for that peanut butter frozen chocolate fudge I couldn't finish. Hah. TAKAW TINGIN kasi.


mades [ 11:38 AM ]
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Saturday, March 04, 2006

SHAME.

I don't know how I sound like anymore. I've recorded my voice mailbox over a zillion times this NEW year in hopes that I could sound casual yet somewhat professional. (Those interviews come in like crazy, a warning to y'all using MONSTER and HOTJOBS). Those engines? They WORK.

Okay. So I will forever speak Tagalog. And hopefully,while here in this country, I'd still be speaking it fluently with the help of dear TFC and Filipino friends. I want to be able to PROUDLY say that I can automatically switch off whatever 'accent' kuno, I've acquired whilst (hahah, don't you just love saying 'whilst'? My poetic brouhaha starts) I live here.

But I don't want to sound like a complete moron speaking English either. In Boston, it's fine. In school, you can switch off a thousand accents, I've acquired my own (they think I'm from California, wha? But a cricket says that I sound YET SO Filipino -- which is good. One less person to correct. I've only been here a year people.) Oh. My point. Where was I?

Boston. See, when you're in school--- it's a friggin melting pot. You got your Taiwanese, the Japanese, the Japanese who learned English in Canada, Canadians (It's good,eh?), Indians from the North, Indians from the South, Italians, South people (gotta luv em.. hey y'all) Venezuelans, Jamaicans (yo, sometimes you CANNOT tell. Contrary to popular belief, not all of em sounds like Sean Paul) Or that's just me being clueless. What else? Hmmm, the brooklyn accent. (hahah I love it.) In high hopes I wish to be able to identify the difference between Mexican Spanish and South America Spanish. (But then I really have to learn Spanish first) and of course... the BOSTON accent. Yeeeea, I pahked the cahr. To those of you who don't know, revisit 'Good Will Hunting' they do a pretty bad one...but you'll see how they change it up.

So yeah, when all of this comes to you.... and you speak to lots of different people... you kind of drift off and assimilate some expressions. Driving around with my cousin he suddenly looks at me funny and goes, "Did you just say 'yo'?" Hmmm. Whoops. Okay. That somehow slipped. Didn't mean to! Really. I just gotta stop and speak normally. But truthfully, I don't know what 'normal' is anymore. Words just kinda slip out. Am I communicating to you people? If you understand the words I'm sayin' then, we're good.

Another conversation I remember was when we were at this billiards place. One of the guys was making fun of the people at the next table. They were wearing all red and the other people from the next table were wearing blue. And he goes:

"Yo, lookit 'em CRIPS and BLOODS wannabe's".

Okay, so Crips and Bloods are their version here of Tau Gamma and NSP or the so-called gangstas who break into fights forming some kind of brotherhood or something like that. Snoop Dogg was a Crip. Get it? Snoop Dogg from the LBC? (Long Beach Crips). That's why he's sometimes all decked out in Blue.. well I dunno. He probably grew out of it. So of course, these kids... and they really look like kids, let me tell you. Like 14 year olds playing billiards.

"They're not Crips." I go. I mean COME ON. "They're mad young"

And the guy looks at me. "Do you guys talk like that in Philippines too? 'Mad' young?"

And I blinked. Because that really just slipped out. Or maybe it's because of hanging with Beisa a lot. So I go "I'm sorry, REALLY young." And he laughs and goes. "No, I'm really not tryin' to be smart witchoo, it's just you don't sound like you were here for just a year you know? So I wanted to know if you speak like that back home."

Maybe it's assimilation. You kind of pick up different expressions. Depending on who you chill with I guess. I mean, there are the cono wannabes back in college... "Pare, dude, tama ka na nga, if you're not wearin' ferregamo or prada pare, you're a loser pare. Listen yo, ganito yun, LISTEN LISTEN. It's all like that when you're up there, you know what I mean?"

Hmm. O-kaaaay. Well, I'm not sayin' it's bad. Really. I'm just saying it's funny. When I'm back in Philippines. Trust me. I'm as BAKYA as ever. I'm telling you. I'll be the girl laughing and snorting eating isaw and fishballs by the street. A time in college when I was hanging with this dude, who spoke, DEEP Tagalog. Man, you should've heard me. "Hindi mo na alam ang minimithi mo pagtagal ng panahon."

Yup. I SPOKE like that. LIKE that. Normal everyday conversation.

Assimilation's the name of the game. I guess I just wanted to be there to see the change and hear the change while going through it.

Whoa. Imagine if I lived in London.

'Pick up yaw trawsahs at tha draaah cleanahs."

*sigh*

Accents. accents. Fascinating stuff.

It's nice to live an animated life.



mades [ 2:51 PM ]
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