Sigh...

gotta love it.

non-permanence

Tuesday, December 26, 2006

DEATH.

I came accross one of my old batchmate's pages and saw the words....

Rest in Peace Rob.

When I realized, this will be the first Christmas Rob's family will face without him. And as many years pass, there will be many more firsts without Rob they'll face. You somehow get to wondering, when will the realization hit them, or has it hit them already.

It hasn't hit me yet. But everytime I see little snippets of the past that remind me of him, I feel this shallow tug in my heart.

I wonder if he brought those fake glasses I got him one Christmas to wherever he is now. Coz yeah, Rob, you did look good in those. I gave it to you in favor of them chicas. One day it will probably hit me. And it will be weird, awkward, and I will be in tears.

But right now, in remembrance of you during our 1st year HS mems -- I guess all I have to say is -----cheers to one of my first textmate pioneers who's the first to make it to that scary afterlife. Wherever you are now, I hope you're happy.

mades [ 2:13 PM ] 0 happy lost cabbages